This was originally posted in September 2007
My heart is breaking. I need my family. Life is just too overwhelming for me right now. I'm at a place where I feel I have nothing, and that I am stuck here alone with no way to make things right. I need to be two places at once, but I can't be. I need to be with my daughter before she leaves home for good. I need to be there for my mother. I don't know how to fix the situation I'm in now at home. I don't have any answers. I don't know where to turn. I'm doing this all alone. And for what? For nothing? Is there even a future for me here in this life I'm living right now? So many things are going on that nobody knows about. So many things that I have no control over. Things that may have a part in what direction my life goes. It's just so messed up and I don't know what to do. I need someone that I can count on. I need some security in my life and my marriage, and I'm afraid that I will never have that. I'm just so alone.
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This was written when I was living in Giddings, and my family was here in West Columbia. I hated being there away from everyone.
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